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i'm working on a collage type piece about the millitary... if anyone has any pictures or poems about the war..or military in general and wouldnt mind letting me use them in my piece i would appreciate it very much if you could send them to me or leave your user id and the name so i could find it myself.. any info or poems or pics..or anything military related would be great...thanks in advance for helping me.

i didtn do too well on the lab practical.  i'm pretty bored..i want to play...or dance..or draw or paint to be creative or move out.....something...when phantom of the opera comes out i'm going to rent it and thiers going to be a movie party at my house...i hope its cool...i think my insence is irrating my eyes,.,...important news for anyone with heart problems or a family history with cardiac problems....i gram of fish oil daily will be really good in preventing any problems...it lowers your risk by 41%...( i'm pretty sure) www.vitacost.com...i think thats the web site....so my spring break started offically today after school.....were still debating if i should go to Ny.  i think it would be cool ..i've never flown alone before...but i htink it would cool if i could take 'someone' with me too..   ok...i need to do something away from this computer...

he came and helped me out of the hole...well i kinda helped myslef out and he stoped me from falling back in..   its cool...i got an A on my anatomy test...yea!!  i got an A in comm. too but that class really isnt that hard anyway.  i finally studyed for lab... i've been forgeting about that class...  
the other day i draged the printer into my room and printed an 8x10 of the candles and one of the postcard picture( the beach).  i'm considering selling my photos online.  i'm not sure i want to get into that right now...but i''ll look into it.  
going job hunting tomorrow..i'm tired of my job..all i do is make bread...i dotn care about bread.  i was thinking about applying to a funeral home..but i'm not sure.
i'm trying to say that i am goign to do something beacuse i usually dont than i jsut look stupid i guess.   i went to the thrift store the other day..got some cool glass sutff...a green glass bowl and a glass bottle...with a cork,.,hehe
i'm so glad about my grade in anatomy...i'm tellign everyone...i should'nt though...espically if i dont do as well on the next test.  
my eye has been itching and now its dry and hurts...at least i a whole nail..( my friend just broke like half his nail off...ouch! )  
i finally mailed a package of stuff to my solider...hehe..welll....i'm not really sure what to do now...i'm bored.........i may take pictures of/with this girl...shes seems to be a lot like me and i hope we get along.  i'm pretty...its good to feel good..love you.

  i've been studying so much..the test is comming up soon and i'm tired of looking at the material...i guess i just have to force myself to study it for a few more days..   but my life is going pretty well.. my friend got in trouble..he should have been more careful..i miss him..hes not in too much trouble..just stupid military stuff.  so i've been eating choclate a lot because i'm giving it up next week.  i'm sick of it now.  jones soda is awesome..  its the only soda i drink..i'm not much of a soda drinker anyway.  well i finally posted a few more pictures..its such a big deal to submit photos now..grr..   i'm reading 'sophies choice' its good so far..  i watched 'lord of the flys' the other day..it was on tv..i liked it.  alright i'm back to the books.

i hate it when you care about someone and they dont seem to care that you care.  it hurts.  i've been saying 'shit' alot...its not good.  school is creating a lot of stress for me.  i dont feel beautiful.  i want to be naked and beautiful...


....so now i feel  a little better....a little more beautiful....but it wont last long.

i havent sumited anything lately because i cant get the pictures on the computer...but i should get some soon....i hope..